Intelligence (Pingala )and emotion (ida) rising together simultaneously for the ultimate transformation.
The sacred dance of the masculine and feminine within us all. The sacred divine union within.
RISING TOGETHER AS ONE…
For a long time, I would utilise intelligence with little emotion as an aperture of expression in this world.
I AM ABLE AT TIMES, TO SPIN POETIC DISCOURSE (SEE ABOVE ) YET EMOTIONALLY VOID.
It’s so easy to quote the scriptures, yet how one really experienced at the most subtle level that which is being spoken?
Is the talk, balanced with raw – devastating- immersive exuberant – emotional experience.
Asherah has been a profound reflection for me, to dive deeper into my emotions.
For so long, I would avoid and create defences around what was really there deep within my being.
My soul’s journey is raft, with feminine woundings, thus choosing heightened cognition overbalance.
This past 1.5 years and still ongoing, I have deconstructed porn programming wish was so deep to the core of relating to the feminine …
Mother wounds, in which I projected constantly onto Asherah.
Those perfect unfoldings in childhood, like losing my Mum’s full attention and gaze, when my brother was born.
I FELT NEGLECTED, ABANDONED BY THE FEMININE (MOTHER) BETRAYED AND CONQUERED BY THE MASCULINE (BROTHER).
Which then manifested this cycle in many of my relationships, where I would relive that very trauma again and again …
Manifesting as a Masculine representing my biological brother, that would come into my relationship and take her (partner – mother) away from me (the egos subconscious story suffering = attraction field for that repeated experience).
This shows, how the subconscious will continue to manifest the same trauma again and again until it is processed, accepted and dis-identified from.
I am deeply grateful for Asherah’s strength and grace, for helping me through so many of these traumas with the feminine principle.
Her ability to love beyond the projections and stories placed upon her – and be a portal of light back to the love that was not perceived to be given by my Mother.
The love that one has to give to oneself, wholeheartedly.
Now, more and more, the sacred dance of Intelligence and emotion is becoming more and more fluid, refined …
THE INNER DIVINE ROMANCE IS CONSUMMATING – CREATING A VERTICAL PORTAL TO THE GODSELF THAT IS UNCONDTIONALLY LOVING ALWAYS – AND IN ALL-WAYS